HUMILITY

Sometimes we find it hard to love again when we know it's gonna end anytime. It's hard to believe when they say I love you when you know they really don't mean it at all. But the harder is you keep loving the person even if you know his heart is for someone else. It's like standing under the rain, it feels good but you know it's gonna make you sick. Painful is it not? Sometimes you need to get yourself hurt just to feel the real essence of loving. I know it sounds crazy and you may think this would never work. As the saying goes "it takes two to tango." But you will never know unless you try it.

Yes, I found my true love but I reckon he isn't the right man for me. Fair and square, it was hard at first but time passed eventually I realized there is much happiness than getting hurt being into this situation. We often advice our friends to let go and say "its his lost not yours." But we have no idea what it feels like to be in their shoes. For me, the best key is humility. There is such a kind of happiness seeing yourself taking care of that certain person and loving him unselfishly and unconditionally.

For me, he is such a wonderful person every woman wishes to call their own. He isn't quite the demure creature I have always envisioned myself ending up with but I enjoy his pluck. He is tall powerfully built with a high- ridge nose and enticing eyes. He has both nerves and character of granite. And I am deeply in love with him but sad to say he has his own priorities and his heart is for someone else. I know sometimes I get hurt without him knowing. I get jealous without the right to feel that way. I ask for his time without being in the position to demand for it. But it doesn't mean I have to stop loving. Instead he's giving me the reason to move on. He inspired me so much and I learned everything from him. Aside from the cooking and saving stuff, he taught me how to become patient and optimistic. Sometimes he acted so cynical and very mean to me but it's no big deal, my love is still the same or even going deeper. I know I have made mistakes in my life, there maybe regrets but more important is I learned and he was there to make it right. I wish I could tell him how happy I am and I couldn't ask for more. I just wish he would find the happiness that he deserves now that he's with his someone else.