You're so good to be true,
I wish for a man like you.
You came without a sign,
I couldn't take you off my mind.
I remember how you knock me off my feet,
Your smile really makes me weak.
I remember how you laugh,
You take away the wrath.
I remember your face when you're mad,
I always wanted to give you a hug.
I wanted to kiss you every night,
I wanted to hold you tight.
I remember your eyes when you're sad,
It really makes me feel bad.
I couldn't even make you smile,
Even just for a while.
I remember when you were sick,
I was lying beside you awake.
I wanted to make sure you were okay,
Although you didn't want me to stay.
I remember how crazy I was about you,
I feel incomplete without seeing you.
I remember when we go out for a date,
I feel excited and I couldn't wait.
Funny but it feels good,
Remembering the days how we stood.
I wanted to tell you how important you are to me,
But how is it now, you're too far away.
I just want you to know that I love you,
Corny but definitely true.
I may not be that special to you,
But I swear I remember you.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
UNTITLED
I know right from the start,
You only wanted to break my heart.
You've never been true,
You just love to see me blue.
You've made me stupid,
You've let me believe.
To all the words you've said,
It will always remain a fib.
I've loved you with all my heart,
But you've played very hard.
As if you didn't care,
You only thought of her.
I know I was wrong,
I asked you to stay home.
I asked you not to leave,
I realized she is all you need.
But I tell you,
I am not mad at you.
After all I found my strength,
I know I can go through all these.
You only wanted to break my heart.
You've never been true,
You just love to see me blue.
You've made me stupid,
You've let me believe.
To all the words you've said,
It will always remain a fib.
I've loved you with all my heart,
But you've played very hard.
As if you didn't care,
You only thought of her.
I know I was wrong,
I asked you to stay home.
I asked you not to leave,
I realized she is all you need.
But I tell you,
I am not mad at you.
After all I found my strength,
I know I can go through all these.
YOU'RE A MILLION MILES AWAY
It's been a while since we've been apart,
Being far from you is too hard.
But what can I do?
They're the most important to you.
I wonder how you look like now,
I wish you miss me somehow.
I hope it's never too late,
I know, what you did is for the best.
I know you will forget me eventually.
But you will see someday,
The things you've taught me
Will be my inspiration to achieve what I wanted to be.
You're may be too far,
But my feelings will never be sour.
You will remain in me,
Eventhough you're million miles away.
Being far from you is too hard.
But what can I do?
They're the most important to you.
I wonder how you look like now,
I wish you miss me somehow.
I hope it's never too late,
I know, what you did is for the best.
I know you will forget me eventually.
But you will see someday,
The things you've taught me
Will be my inspiration to achieve what I wanted to be.
You're may be too far,
But my feelings will never be sour.
You will remain in me,
Eventhough you're million miles away.
GOD'S AMAZING GIFTS
God is so amazing,
He blessed the earth with so many things.
He is the most powerful,
I can't even imagine how He made this all.
He created the sun, the moon and the stars,
He put in heaven to lighten up the dark.
He created the flowers and trees,
To take away our worries.
He made the heaven and the sky,
To remind us to always aim high.
He made the rainbow in heaven,
To give us hope after the rain.
He gave us our family,
To accept our uncertainty.
He gave us our friends,
To enlighten and listen.
He filled the air with music,
To give words when we can't speak.
He created sorrows and pain,
To give us strength when we are in vain.
He created the yesterday,
So we can start a brand new day.
Then He created you and me,
To complete His mystery.
He blessed the earth with so many things.
He is the most powerful,
I can't even imagine how He made this all.
He created the sun, the moon and the stars,
He put in heaven to lighten up the dark.
He created the flowers and trees,
To take away our worries.
He made the heaven and the sky,
To remind us to always aim high.
He made the rainbow in heaven,
To give us hope after the rain.
He gave us our family,
To accept our uncertainty.
He gave us our friends,
To enlighten and listen.
He filled the air with music,
To give words when we can't speak.
He created sorrows and pain,
To give us strength when we are in vain.
He created the yesterday,
So we can start a brand new day.
Then He created you and me,
To complete His mystery.
UNTIL THE END
Here I am again,
Walking under the rain.
Trying to figure out myself,
Fighting alone in the silence.
Since you've been gone,
Things weren't easy to be done.
There's a feeling of emptiness,
Only you could fill with happiness.
Where do I go from here?
I'm scared to face my fear.
I wish you were here,
Somehow the pain will disappear.
It's ok you call me stupid,
I'm an asshole and full of shit.
You yell at me it's fine,
I won't give up until I die.
I promise to stop pestering you,
Just come back and I'll take care of you.
I wouldn't ask for anything,
Just hear this broken heart crying.
I don't care whatever it takes,
To hold and wait.
I won't stop believing,
I will wait until the end.
Walking under the rain.
Trying to figure out myself,
Fighting alone in the silence.
Since you've been gone,
Things weren't easy to be done.
There's a feeling of emptiness,
Only you could fill with happiness.
Where do I go from here?
I'm scared to face my fear.
I wish you were here,
Somehow the pain will disappear.
It's ok you call me stupid,
I'm an asshole and full of shit.
You yell at me it's fine,
I won't give up until I die.
I promise to stop pestering you,
Just come back and I'll take care of you.
I wouldn't ask for anything,
Just hear this broken heart crying.
I don't care whatever it takes,
To hold and wait.
I won't stop believing,
I will wait until the end.
Monday, December 8, 2008
HUMILITY
Sometimes we find it hard to love again when we know it's gonna end anytime. It's hard to believe when they say I love you when you know they really don't mean it at all. But the harder is you keep loving the person even if you know his heart is for someone else. It's like standing under the rain, it feels good but you know it's gonna make you sick. Painful is it not? Sometimes you need to get yourself hurt just to feel the real essence of loving. I know it sounds crazy and you may think this would never work. As the saying goes "it takes two to tango." But you will never know unless you try it.
Yes, I found my true love but I reckon he isn't the right man for me. Fair and square, it was hard at first but time passed eventually I realized there is much happiness than getting hurt being into this situation. We often advice our friends to let go and say "its his lost not yours." But we have no idea what it feels like to be in their shoes. For me, the best key is humility. There is such a kind of happiness seeing yourself taking care of that certain person and loving him unselfishly and unconditionally.
For me, he is such a wonderful person every woman wishes to call their own. He isn't quite the demure creature I have always envisioned myself ending up with but I enjoy his pluck. He is tall powerfully built with a high- ridge nose and enticing eyes. He has both nerves and character of granite. And I am deeply in love with him but sad to say he has his own priorities and his heart is for someone else. I know sometimes I get hurt without him knowing. I get jealous without the right to feel that way. I ask for his time without being in the position to demand for it. But it doesn't mean I have to stop loving. Instead he's giving me the reason to move on. He inspired me so much and I learned everything from him. Aside from the cooking and saving stuff, he taught me how to become patient and optimistic. Sometimes he acted so cynical and very mean to me but it's no big deal, my love is still the same or even going deeper. I know I have made mistakes in my life, there maybe regrets but more important is I learned and he was there to make it right. I wish I could tell him how happy I am and I couldn't ask for more. I just wish he would find the happiness that he deserves now that he's with his someone else.
Yes, I found my true love but I reckon he isn't the right man for me. Fair and square, it was hard at first but time passed eventually I realized there is much happiness than getting hurt being into this situation. We often advice our friends to let go and say "its his lost not yours." But we have no idea what it feels like to be in their shoes. For me, the best key is humility. There is such a kind of happiness seeing yourself taking care of that certain person and loving him unselfishly and unconditionally.
For me, he is such a wonderful person every woman wishes to call their own. He isn't quite the demure creature I have always envisioned myself ending up with but I enjoy his pluck. He is tall powerfully built with a high- ridge nose and enticing eyes. He has both nerves and character of granite. And I am deeply in love with him but sad to say he has his own priorities and his heart is for someone else. I know sometimes I get hurt without him knowing. I get jealous without the right to feel that way. I ask for his time without being in the position to demand for it. But it doesn't mean I have to stop loving. Instead he's giving me the reason to move on. He inspired me so much and I learned everything from him. Aside from the cooking and saving stuff, he taught me how to become patient and optimistic. Sometimes he acted so cynical and very mean to me but it's no big deal, my love is still the same or even going deeper. I know I have made mistakes in my life, there maybe regrets but more important is I learned and he was there to make it right. I wish I could tell him how happy I am and I couldn't ask for more. I just wish he would find the happiness that he deserves now that he's with his someone else.
SHATTERED VOW
"You gave me the reason to love again,
You changed the way how the story will end,"
This you said to me,
The day you became part of me.
I love you more than ever,
Written in the card with a bunch of flower,
You sent to me last December,
This I would always remember.
You promised me the happiness,
But all you gave was bitterness.
I may be a bunch of crap,
Somehow i made you smile and laugh.
You left without a trace
The future is hard to embrace.
You said you're coming back,
Another promise that hit me so hard.
I miss everything about you.
I wish you feel the same way too.
So what's up now?
You only left me with a shattered vow.
You changed the way how the story will end,"
This you said to me,
The day you became part of me.
I love you more than ever,
Written in the card with a bunch of flower,
You sent to me last December,
This I would always remember.
You promised me the happiness,
But all you gave was bitterness.
I may be a bunch of crap,
Somehow i made you smile and laugh.
You left without a trace
The future is hard to embrace.
You said you're coming back,
Another promise that hit me so hard.
I miss everything about you.
I wish you feel the same way too.
So what's up now?
You only left me with a shattered vow.
Friday, December 5, 2008
9 MORNINGS
People have their own meaning of Christmas. They say Christmas is love and peace. For children, they would say presents. For some, they would say party. And some would say it is a time to share, to give, and reunite. But whatever they mean of Christmas, for me, why can't we just have Christmas everyday? Maybe there would be no war, no slaughtering of innocent people, no hungry children begging for food while soaking wet in the rain, no government leaders greedy for power and wealth, no shattered families, no brokenhearted and most of all nobody would be left alone especially this Christmas.
I remember this young little boy I spoke with not too long ago. His eyes were flaring with some emotions I couldn't identify. He said, "Christmas? Forgiveness." I was paralyzed. I could hardly imagine this young little boy spoke about forgiveness. At first I was startled to say anything. We never exchanged anything aside from a thin smile. Then suddenly he uttered, "My Dad left us. Mom said he has another family." He starred at me with a tense set to his mouth. I noticed the glassy sheen in his round eyes were moist.
"Christmas would be happier if you celebrate it together with your family. You see Mother Mary and Joseph happy standing right next to their son, Jesus." He continued while pointing to the small stuffs inside the box made of glass near the fireplace.
"Buts it's alright. I know my Dad is happier now that he's with his real family and that's more than enough for me. Mom said I have his eyes, cheeks and chin. So, it feels like Dad is still with us this Christmas." My eyes misted suddenly and I felt my face go tense as I shifted my attention to the lights in the Christmas tree.
"You believe when you completed the 9 mornings and when you wish for something it will come true? I swear to God when I see my Dad I would hug him as if it would be the last great big hug on earth. I know he won't be gone for long."
The throb of bass beats had quickened my heartbeat and greased my palms with sweat. The glowing fireplace wasn't just a beacon in the cold dark night. It was a bright and hopeful sign of life in a cold and barren young mind of this little child. I had managed to convince myself that having a conversation with him was the best thing that had ever happened to me.
I remember this young little boy I spoke with not too long ago. His eyes were flaring with some emotions I couldn't identify. He said, "Christmas? Forgiveness." I was paralyzed. I could hardly imagine this young little boy spoke about forgiveness. At first I was startled to say anything. We never exchanged anything aside from a thin smile. Then suddenly he uttered, "My Dad left us. Mom said he has another family." He starred at me with a tense set to his mouth. I noticed the glassy sheen in his round eyes were moist.
"Christmas would be happier if you celebrate it together with your family. You see Mother Mary and Joseph happy standing right next to their son, Jesus." He continued while pointing to the small stuffs inside the box made of glass near the fireplace.
"Buts it's alright. I know my Dad is happier now that he's with his real family and that's more than enough for me. Mom said I have his eyes, cheeks and chin. So, it feels like Dad is still with us this Christmas." My eyes misted suddenly and I felt my face go tense as I shifted my attention to the lights in the Christmas tree.
"You believe when you completed the 9 mornings and when you wish for something it will come true? I swear to God when I see my Dad I would hug him as if it would be the last great big hug on earth. I know he won't be gone for long."
The throb of bass beats had quickened my heartbeat and greased my palms with sweat. The glowing fireplace wasn't just a beacon in the cold dark night. It was a bright and hopeful sign of life in a cold and barren young mind of this little child. I had managed to convince myself that having a conversation with him was the best thing that had ever happened to me.
YOUR SHINING STAR
You know it only breaks my heart
To see you alone in the dark.
Waiting there for her
Wishing things will be better.
There was a profound sadness in your eyes.
It feels like hell to see you cry.
I wish that I could take a journey through your mind
And find emotions that you always try to hide.
I saw a name in your little black book.
She’s a face in the crowd whose got me shook.
You’ve got a part of someone else,
I know she’s hard to replace.
I try to overlook the pain,
But the voice is coming and I’m close to tears.
I used to think that I was fine,
I didn’t know that I was blind.
There are moments that I feel I just can’t go on
But I think I might just have to let you go
I know someday I’ll get over you
It just takes time and some getting used to.
You’ve got to find your shining star
I know she’s never too far.
Just don’t waste your time looking up high
Cause all you see up high is sky.
To see you alone in the dark.
Waiting there for her
Wishing things will be better.
There was a profound sadness in your eyes.
It feels like hell to see you cry.
I wish that I could take a journey through your mind
And find emotions that you always try to hide.
I saw a name in your little black book.
She’s a face in the crowd whose got me shook.
You’ve got a part of someone else,
I know she’s hard to replace.
I try to overlook the pain,
But the voice is coming and I’m close to tears.
I used to think that I was fine,
I didn’t know that I was blind.
There are moments that I feel I just can’t go on
But I think I might just have to let you go
I know someday I’ll get over you
It just takes time and some getting used to.
You’ve got to find your shining star
I know she’s never too far.
Just don’t waste your time looking up high
Cause all you see up high is sky.
NOW YOU'RE GONE
Just when I've moved on
I thought I've finally gone far enough
But something's keep coming back
The thought of you
Makes me shiver like a crap.
You remind me of so many things,
Memories that would never end.
I wanted to get back
But it would only break my heart.
I have to walk away
Just to forget the yesterday.
I wanted to start a new life
Without you by my side.
But how can it be?
You have become a part of me.
Things have been said and done
I guess it's over now you're gone.
I thought I've finally gone far enough
But something's keep coming back
The thought of you
Makes me shiver like a crap.
You remind me of so many things,
Memories that would never end.
I wanted to get back
But it would only break my heart.
I have to walk away
Just to forget the yesterday.
I wanted to start a new life
Without you by my side.
But how can it be?
You have become a part of me.
Things have been said and done
I guess it's over now you're gone.
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